

Countdownthe world is a scary place messed up is a polite way to describe it despair and depression permeate when reality is forced upon us but there can be a solutionCountdown
We worry about gasoline prices and if the cost of oil will keep rising terrorism, deaths, the next sports game, and if that team will make it this time confused priorities can't even begin to touch the truth
Perhaps nuclear war causes end from pain and suffering, while causing its own special type Jumpy button finger and combative attitude ends everything quickly, starting with a number, decreasing, towards nothing, the


cravingsup half an hour early room is quiet, aside from sleeping roommates. fresh air would be nice, but they aren't up yet, so I won't open any windows. exam in two hours shower warm, refreshening, solitary. time alone in close quarters maybe that's why I take so long clouds clog the sky, allowing smidgens of sunlight to slip through. chapel is peaceful, quiet, pretty, colourful, alone. breakfast - needed for food's sake, unwanted now for its social requirements. mindless chatter why can't there be silence? do not feel inclined to discuss matrix invcravings


much there is to learntired. lack of sleep induced, perhaps. questions, a distinct lack of answers unnerving, for these I wish reasons. unsure of things considered axioms before. this is such that is thus form the foundation which now threatens to shake and rupture. am I able to trust myself? who am I (relative to myself)? where am I going? strange it may be, but I don't think enough. Not at the right times, that is. My hindsight is far better retrospect sharply clear, I think. But that's too late. I am tmuch there is to learn
lol, thanks for the watch!
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Those who see this may wonder if I'm really that pathetic, that I make comments on my own page... Well, I hadn't realized that "Devious Thoughts" was a synonym for "Comments"...
Heh. Anyways, now that I've realized that I should be doing this in the Journal section, that is what I shall do.
Hmm....
I probably shouldn't spell anything out, so I won't.
Needless to say, some of my devious thoughts are rather strange/out of my normal scope of being, which is why I don't bother acting on them.
And GOOD GOD! Enough frickin' emoticons.
This site has more useless ones that MSN...
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